an email to a sister.....

Hi, I guess you're back from the USA? No doubt a good time was had by all? Pity I couldn't fly with you, but the ute is carrying too much weight. To that end, this comes asking if I can at least borrow about $1000 from someone? Purpose?  To buy a 'sheet metal folding machine' big enough to make the panels I need for the ute's walls and roof, so I can move from living under tarpaulins, aging and leaky tarpaulins, to something that doesn't keep me windowless, miserable and paranoid each time a rain storm approaches. There's a ripper online that costs about $2000 (click-on link above), in Brisbane, which is $1000 above my pension-affordability limit. As these days I can live for weeks in the bush, thus attracting no outgoings, repayments would be high and over with quickly, if you guys could loan me the extra $1000 I need. It will fit nicely into the shed I have in Lismore. All attempts at lifting myself out of this perpetual shithole have failed, thwarted each time by whiteface Aussies, and others. I expect I have too many enemies to be able to climb out from where I am.  Therefore the best I can do, as everyone continuously lets-me-down and/or betrays me, is to secure what I've got - the ute - and 'endure' a fate no reasonable person would wish upon another, let alone upon their son or sibling. For years now, I've been pushed to the brink, and have come close to committing a heinous crime, for things I had no say or action in. I've given up on anyone finding Justice for me, and as I find I have had no personal life for most of my 55 years, thoughts of being re-integrated into any society have died. I am comfortable with my own company, so all I need - I don't get to choose anything I want - are wheels and a dry flat bed.  The 'kitchen' in the ute is indeed a bonus! As for friends, or HAHAHAHA  'family'................ Little wonder I've divined that the nuclear family model is dangerous! Sorry if I've tested your patience, but I happening to be dying out here......... Dying for Honor.......... your brother, Nick...., Max Earth aka Max N Cook aka Omaxa bin Eartha Outlaw,  for GLOBAL Land, Tax, Housing, Cult, Drug, Work Education & Environmental LAW REFORM